11/ 16/ 2014
Truth time: It’s hard for me to rationalize fun. This is for a myriad of reasons—mostly practical. Spending money on things that make me happy is difficult. This overwhelming sense of guilt hits me, making me question why I’m investing my money in this way instead of saving it or contributing to my retirement fund.
October taught me that I must find a better balance between fiscal responsibility and fun. One day, when I’m old, I want to look back at my life and be proud of it. I want it to feel like it was worth living, not like I was just waiting for something to happen.
For me, I think in part at least, this means that I have to start embracing fun. I can’t continue to live in a work-home-work pattern. I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with that sort of lifestyle; it’s just not what I’m interested in doing right now.
I want to take advantage of my surroundings. I want to connect with many somethings and someones, and the truth is, that’s what’s going to make being alive worth the many challenges it throws at me.
I’ve got to remember the good times.
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